Dear Sir.

Today was a horrible day. Nothing but complaint after complaint. I’ve got home (after dealing with massive train delays!), had my dinner, a nice relaxing bath, and I think I may go straight to bed once I’ve spoken to Daniel.

For the past few weeks Daniel has had nothing but problems with the company fixing his computer. so much, we wrote a lovely letter to them. we’ve now found out that despite taking the money, and telling us the computer was fixed, and ready to be sent back, it’s not. instead, it’s waiting for the part they said they’d fixed. so for the last few days, i’ve been mega stressed with work. tomorrow I am looking forward to venting my anger in another letter to this silly company.
I may call them tomorrow too, and have another go (which is what I did on Monday or Tuesday.)

i’m very tired.

time to pack my bag and get ready for bed me thinks.

and I’m pouring crimson regret

It just gone midnight and I’m still up – with lots on my mind.

Do you ever get times where you just sit and let things swirl around whilst you try to make sense of them?

It seems that’s all I ever seem to get recently.

poor Daniel, he’s always asking me what wrong, but nothings wrong, just lots to digest.

someone reminds me of me, the old me, which is a scary thing. sometimes I feel like I want to slip back into my old self. the only thing stopping me is the disappointment of others. it’s what stopped me in the end.

is the door really closed?

to be honest? I really don’t know. I honestly like to think so.

sumpy sana squashed banana

I am now on page 205 of Northern Lights. It’s so very good. Even though I was only a hundred or so pages into the book, I still went to see the film, and I was quite disappointed.
It was an ok film, the book is just SOOO much better.

I’m quite tired today, because I got in late night and didn’t go to bed till gone 11. I had a late night the day before too, so it’s all catching up with me. How very annoying.

Yesterday evening Beth and I went to a chinese exhibition at the British Museum (it was on this time!) and we sampled tea’s, watched a Shaolin display, fan dancing, ribbon dancing. The dim sum sections was ridiculously expensive, so we left.

We then walked down Charing Cross road and came across this food court place. It was so cool. It had Chinese Zone, Chicken Zone, Moroccan Zone, Kebab Zone, Oyster and Sushi Zone, drinks zone. how cool. and so cheap to eat there!

anyhoo – got to run – got work to do, and I want to help Vic look at a picture of her enemy…..don’t ask.


my spout is leaking


Somebody asked me today, “what happened to your blog?”
and then it dawned on me….I’m getting to the stage where I just don’t bother anymore. The stage where my blogs just…..stop.

It happens each and everytime I attempt a blog. I start – get all geared up and then just stop.

The same thing used to happen with diaries….although looking back and reading what I wrote was down right hilarious!

So whats new with me.

Christmas shopping is almost done – I think. Just need to get one more thing. Other than that, it’s all done.
Daniel and I are planning a trip away in April. We’re thinking about Naples. Daniel needs to get his passport sorted first.

Had my check up with the nurse today, and I’ve lost nearly 2 kilos since my last check up. My blood pressure was a bit high, so she took it again, and it was ok the second time round.

Work has been manic. IT have made changes to the system and every contract has rolled over and contractors are being asked to reaccept them, and the contracts aren’t even active ones, so I have had numerous requests to delete/end them. It’s been so very busy.

Daniel and I are going on a date tomorrow. I’m really looking forward to it. Pizza Express followed (possibly) by the cinema. We may see the golden compass, if there are tickets left. I’ve started reading the books this evening. I’ve only got to page 82, and then my facebook addiction took over.

So – looking back at the week gone by. Nothing much has happened. Can’t really remember last week. Friday evening I went out with Tracey, Kerry and Amy, to Pizza Express in Blackheath village. We had a great time. Saturday there were engineering works, so it took me over 2 hours to get to Daniels. nightmare!
Alan did fajitas for dinner, and I remember christmassy stuff. like the Christmas tree being put up. or maybe that was sunday. Sophie made really yummy pizza on Sunday too. my favourite was the baked bean one. it was amazing! loved it!
other than that – not much has gone on in my mad loon world.

such as boredom is my life

well I’m at home again today. still ill and drugged up to the eyeballs with painkillers, which don’t seem to be doing much.

It’s back to work tomorrow. I don’t care if the stupid lump is still on my throat. I cannot take another day of doing nothing.

the good news is that my gums aren’t swollen anymore, although I do get a massive headache whenever I sit up, and I feel faint which isn’t so good.
hopefully that will pass.

Daniel and I are thinking of going on holiday, although we don’t know where. We’ve thought about Edinburgh, Dublin, Rome. so far we’re not sure. Daniel wants to go somewhere where they speak English. I want to go somewhere a bit warm and sunny. it’s not going to be until April next year, so I guess we have plenty of time.

It’d be nice to get a way for a while, get away and have fun. just the two of us.

well I guess it’s back to watching crappy ole tv now.

over and out.

All about dental abscesses

ok, so I decided to google it…..ew!

A dental abscess is an infection of the mouth, face, jaw, or throat that begins as a tooth infection or cavity.

  • Bacteria from a cavity can extend into the gums, the cheek, the throat, beneath the tongue, or even into the jaw or facial bones. A dental abscess can become very painful when tissues become inflamed.
  • Pus collects at the site of the infection and will become progressively more painful until it either ruptures and drains on its own or is drained surgically.
  • Sometimes the infection can progress to the point where swelling threatens to block the airway, causing difficulty breathing. Dental abscesses can also make you generally ill, with nausea, vomiting, fevers, chills, and sweats.

A doctor or dentist can determine by physical examination if you have a drainable abscess. X-rays of the teeth may be necessary to show small abscesses that are at the deepest part of the tooth. Signs observed by the doctor, including nausea, vomiting, fever, chills, or diarrhea, may indicate that the infection has progressed to the point where it is making your whole body sick.

The doctor may decide to cut open the abscess and allow the pus to drain. Unless the abscess ruptures on its own, this is the only way that the infection can be cured. People with dental abscesses are typically prescribed pain relievers and, at the discretion of the doctor, antibiotics to fight the infection. An abscess that has extended to the floor of the mouth or to the neck may need to be drained in the operating room under anesthesia.

oh boy…i hope it’s not an abscess……


At the moment, I’m laying in bed, feeling sorry for myself and feeling oh so shit.
My gums are still swollen, and my lymph nodes are swollen and painful.
I nearly passed out on the train into work this morning, so when I got to Charing Cross, I walked to Soho and saw a nurse at the Walkin Centre.
Aparantly my lymph nodes are acting up because of an infection in my body. My tonsils are fine, my chest is fine, everywhere else is fine, except my gum. Which is still a bit swollen. The nurse has put me on a 7 day course of antibiotics. (argh) and I have to see a dentist now, as she suspects that it is an abscess. oh joy!

I have dentist on Friday, so we’ll see then i suppose. I guess they’ll have to take x-rays and that should be fun, seeing as I have a tiny mouth, and last time i had xrays done, it was a challenge even using the kiddies xray films.

I don’t even know what kind of treatment I’ll need if it’s an abscess.
I’m thinking I might stick Pride and Prejudice in teh DVD player and sink under the duvet.

over and out.

an update

So I haven’t blogged in a while. about a week or so I guess. At the moment I’m sitting/laying in bed, watching Ella Enchanted, with very swollen painful glands. My gums are swollen too, which leads me to believe I have contracted yet another infection. oh yay.

I got my order form for the Witchfest Yule Ball today. I don’t think Daniel will want to go, so I think I might give it a miss. Maybe next year. maybe.

so what’s new with me?

On Wednesday Daniel took Sophie and I to see the Lion King in the West End. It was really really good. I totally enjoyed myself. We met in Starbucks on the Strand, and the blond woman who served me was awful. She spoke hardly any English, and I had to explain to her that my panini was meant to go on the grill before being served. Silly lady.

Thursdays – I can’t really remember what I did.
Friday – Daniel came round to my house for the first time. I was really nervous. My mum cooked us dinner (not people pie to Daniel’s relief…) We spent Friday evening watching tv and what not. And then I basically played good host for Saturday. Normally when I’m at Daniel’s house, he’s waits on me hand and foot, so now it was my turn. 🙂
We watched Rose Red (well the first half). It’s a great film. Shit scary, but really good.

Sunday we went to Daniels, and went to GBK. It was ok. I must say I prefer Ultimate Burger. At GBK they put herbs and crap in the garlic mayo – they had lemon grass in it. not so nice. the chili mayo was yum yum yum though.

I started to watch Schindlers list yesterday evening, but Daniel was doing Uni work and missed the first bit, so I stopped watching it. Daniel wants to see it, so I think I may buy it. 🙂

Today it was back to work. feels like it should be Tuesday, but it’s not. a bit odd.

I’m going to start my world domination game with Daniel now.

over and out.